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what’s new III.

ok so… I’m a little tired today, I had some long and complicated talks so let’s try to keep this short shall we?!

so let’s get right down and do this little beauty… so… as for starters, let’s just try to imagine something… imagine a country, a nation claiming to be the one, the glorious one, that represents freedom, democracy, a modern society and all the rest of this crap… and than just imagine, this nation going to war with other states in order to free them from their regimes of terror and hate, risking the lives of their own, perfectly equipped soldiers in combat against enemies who’s most powerfull weapon is to blow themselves up in order to take down some of these soldiers with them.. now the president of this great nation was just recently awarded with the nobel peace price for the engagement he will prove in solving conflicts or something like this… and now imagine, in this country, this modern society, amongst these leading, developed, creative and simply amazing people, 52 kids were just freed from child prostitution… held as sex slaves by pimps for some sick crazy bastard that had the money to pay for the luxury of fucking a kid… well isn’t this a great country… hail to freedom… fuck this society…

but then again, i guess there isn’t a place in this world where things would go in a different way… take cuba just for example… in this wonderful state a dictator can’t even trust his own sister… she sells out her family, her brother, a man who fought for an idea, a system that was supposed to do people good (we all know it didn’t quite work out the way he wanted, yet at least he fought for something and tried to change things) and she does this just because she’s a whore… not because she understood anything of the things her own brother risked his life for, not because she wanted to help anybody, no way jose… the only reason for this was simply because she wanted to get paid, so she bent over and took it like a whore, got engaged as a CIA spy and ratted out her own brother Fidel to the CIA… and to finish things up, she now published a book about her live with fidel and raul… just to make some more money… well what a system… nice isn’t it…

On the other hand, what would you expect from humans? two arrogant sons of mothers who happend to be lucky enough to pass a pilots test, were entrusted with the lives of 150 people and instead of worrying about that, they just sat on their asses and took a nap, had a discussion or did whatever else you could imagine would keep you away from any connection for an hour or so…

And then… there’s more…. there is this one nation, which was ill treated, haunted and tortured during WW2 and after this inhuman period of suffering finally now have received their own country, which they defend… but then again… they do not accept the UN, the institution that has decided help create israel, to investigate on the last war this small, little, young and heavily US supported nation has lead… now for sure, Israel did not do anything bad to anybody else… and for sure bombings of civil buildings if done by israelis is justified… it’s all just the fault of the germans… fuck these nasty old germans…

well whatever… good news is… nah today… no good news, just two more amazing videos…

So long


Posted: October 27th, 2009
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what’s new II.

So here we are… it’s monday again, and the day’s just been a pain in the derrière…

but what happened since we last met? The world kept spinning, that’s for sure, yet will it keep on doing so?

I’m pretty sure it will, the question is, will we still be sittin on the ride or will we have to leave stage before the grand finale?

I guess nobody knows and we’re certainly not gonna find out right here right now… As for my own personal newsflash / commentary on the fuck up society we are living in:

1. What’s going on with parents using their own children in order to get some fame and maybe just a little fortune? So there’s a bunch of sickos living out there, teaching their kids to tell lies in order to fake a tragedy so that these bastards can be in television for a while…. Well, everything for our fifteen minutes of fame… Now should these parents still be allowed to raise children? should they be even allowed anywhere close to children or is their shier presence already bad enough of an influence? As I see things happening, they’ll be paying some money, a small fine and that’s it… Isn’t that a great example for the kids? Apart from that how fucking selfish does one have to be in order to exploit someone in such a useless manner resulting from nothing more than just being a big ass attention whore?!?!  Well I guess that’s why I’m writing this blog as well, only I don’t claim that it flew away in a weather balloon…

2. Apart from that, A small German inventor came up with a treatment for Neurodermatitis… after investing everything every penny into the invention, and getting clinical prove for his claim from various independent clinics… Guess what, none of the big Pharmaceutical Companies is willing to bring this product to the market… The rights on the invention were estimated with some 950 Million € by PWC and yet… no company is willing to invest… the inventor had to file for bankruptcy and that’s pretty much the end of that story… 10% of the worlds population are estimated to suffer from a skin disease that could be treated with this medication, without any side effects… yet it’s better to keep them sick, in pain and paying than to cure them right? Kinda makes one angry…

3. The good news is, Pakistan is on the path to redemption / salvation (sorry for any incorrect translations) basically that path consists of a man hunt for anybody who looks like a terrorist… And we all know how these guys look like, beard, turban, weird language… I guess they’re going to find quite some of them in Pakistan… Isn’t it great that this country will soon be terror free?!

No but seriously… good news is…

another great tune i found:

and in order to round things up… here’s the pic of today:


thx nico for the great shot…


Posted: October 19th, 2009
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what’s new.

so, what’s new?

well sure, there have been some prices awarded recently. Not that they would have meant something, I mean seriously, awarding the president of the most bellicose nation with a price for peace seems a little shallow and almost as if a certain committee might be influenced by some kind of hype… Yet, strangely enough, none of the other nominations in the other categories seemed really impressing…. actually last time I checked, the price was awarded for outstanding engagement or discoveries… Now a president inaugurated only 8 months ago and without any significant results in any peace process in standing in line with names such as Henry Dunant, founder of the Red Cross, with Henry Kissinger, one of the greatest diplomats of all times, with Albert Schweitzer a great philosopher and founder of the Lambaréné Hospital. One might actually think that this price was awarded for the expectations we set in this president, maybe some see him as kind of a Messiah for the USA, as a savior as somebody we can believe in, put our hopes on…

But we all have read more than enough about this, and I guess the only right thing to do is to have your own opinion and to see which of the expectations will be fulfilled. Maybe this price was a motivator for greatness, for wanting to merit it and therefore living up to its standards… We will see….

So what else went wrong? Yeah, there was this one thing that really touched me, this morning I heard in the news, that some weapons Germany delivered to Afghanistan ended up on the black market… nothing shocking here, but the reason why these weapons were sent. They were sent as development aid… so let’s see if we can figure this out, we shipped old weapons to a war ridden state that is in constant unrest and terror in order to help them develop? well great idea I’m really pro pouring gas into fire… Sometimes I doubt the sanity of some of our politicians… but then again, every country has the government it deserves…

Apart from that, France is deposing it’s nuclear waste on a parking lot in Siberia, and soldiers in Germany get better aka different vaccines for the A(H1N1) flu than the rest of us…

Luckily enough we won’t make it much longer if we go on like this…

good news is, I have discovered a great video via facebook

oh and here’s the pic of the day… that kind of goes with the whole mood…


So far… have a wonderful week everybody

take care have fun be good or not


Posted: October 13th, 2009
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the educational elite

demanding and numb

well informed but blind

blinded by us

we are the people
we are the system
it is not our fault
that things go wrong,
ignorance is first civic duty

I am your virus, your infection, I live inside you, kill you, piece by piece,
I live to gouge you, hollow you, suck you, slowly, steady, endlessly,
until a shell is all that‘s left.
You are the victim of my rape, you are my rapist, our dance is of disgusting beauty and violent harmony. Bleeding and crying to the rhythm of a children’s lullaby. Embracing you, my nails peel flesh from your back of which i feast, the sweet taste of what we call love between my teeth, while blood runs from my subtle grin.
I am your system, am you dream, i am your fear, i am your friend, i am the pain you cause yourself while cutting, i am a single tear
cried in an ocean of lust.
I am the reason why you cry, but please don‘t tell, don‘t try to understand, just wrap your empty shell in branded shirts. Whenever i look into your eyes, i do not see your soul, but only a reflection of my bloodshot lustful eyes. I am the whore you love to fuck, i am the thorn that spears you while you come.
I am what you have made me, i am your life, i am your system, i am your dream, i am your bride that buries you, i am your man that kills you and your kid that hates you.
We are to young to die, to old to live, to stubborn to accept, to dumb to understand that live is not the dream we have.


Posted: October 9th, 2009
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A bouquet of flowers, on a table.
the tablecloth is as white as fresh snow.
The first days of spring, children’s singing silent from a distance
sunlight flooding through the first leaves of the trees

plate by plate the table gets laid
silver knifes and spoons,
the smell of a roast floating through the whole house.

A dog barks,
A cloud covers the sun, dims the lights
the world lays in shadows.

Don‘t worry
it‘s gonna be alright, it‘s just a cloud.
It‘s gone already. Look little child, the sun comes out again.

The sunlight close to the window is amazing, smallest fluffs of dust
playing in the sunlight.
It‘s warm, so close to the window.

It get‘s colder. out of nowhere, the world is holding it‘s breath. The children stopped singing. the dog has stopped barking. No more talking, every word is a whisper. Hairs on necks straightening up. every slightest breeze of wind is felt like a storm.

The window starts to bend inwards, the glass, is bowed. The child stands in front of it, fascinated by what is happening. Suddenly it breaks, in a split seconds, thousands of crystals are dancing in the air, the sunlight letting them sparkle like diamonds.

The crystals still standing in the air, start to move, into the inside of the house.
The child can see them so clear and bright, he does not dare to move. the first sliver glides through the flesh under his eye. cutting it open in a beautiful half circle. getting stuck shortly above his cheekbone.

a split second later, the face is ripped in pieces, spiked with shreds of glass. the power of the blast is pushing the child backwards through the air, through the room. if the epic noise from outside would not be, you could hear the crack of the child’s spine being smashed into pieces when he hits the wall.

But what does it matter, the sun is covered by a cloud again, the world lies in shadow.


Posted: October 9th, 2009
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As the Background grows lighter and looses color,

the words become clearer and gain shape….

slightly it can be seen,

that all words depend on the background they stand in front of….

If we search for hate and disrespect

we should try to blend out the background of those words being written by politicians

in letters of glass, to fragile to stand, to empty to hold,

but sharp enough to cut millions of lives into pieces.


Posted: October 9th, 2009
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